Struggle

Fighting anonymously every-time, everyday with oneself. Hoping to do a miracle, thinking of exciting and adventurous life experiences, searching unknown attributes, quantities, elsewhere, left oneself to own fate. Never believed in destiny, and will never, but compelled to see the future going out of hands. Reality of world today got struck to my eyes, now wide open , could sense the heartening and delirious joy of life surrounding me. Examining own-self on competitive grounds of emotional traits. A question forbidden in my heart about myself, my ambiance, my nature, my emotions. I have to realize every aspect of human beings, so to move passionately, without interruptions, towards my aim. It seems like I have been analysed every now-and-then, by my people, nature, shelter. Striving for good life is what I have to learn. Life is too long to be judged and too short to be lived. Either waste time analyzing it or utilize resources to make life better and memorable. Our life, reflection of our nature; our mind, reflection of love around us; our body, reflection of people we meet; we all are complementary to something, and feels supplemented when joined by counterpart. Having lovable people around is our need. Conscientious activity is our life's demand. Our endeavor to accomplish life's purposes ends no where. We thrive, we flourish, we bloom, based on our perseverance, but all in vain at the end of hour of our life. But, we have to go on and on and on, till we do not meet our climax. The struggle we had,  finally pays off, we are satiated, instead gormandized of own actions, and laid to rest forever.     

Happy and Content

Happiness is what we carve for. Contentment is one form of happiness. May be this trait remains unaware of expressive feature of happiness. Is it necessary to show one's felicity out? Can't it be enshrouded? These questions pound my conscience every time I am exalted? What is being needed is just a handful of good thoughts, good people around to be happy forever. Than why is our race ruining it's happy life wandering endlessly and unknowingly towards some inconceivable desires that they want to pursue, which can never be attained? Question is big, but the answer is within. It's nicest of all times to be self-contented. A newborn never demands anything. That is the most natural form a person ever has, with no aspirations, no want for truth or reality, no hidden senses, still most happy state. A mere small child loves to play, just play, even does not need another child to play, never relies on other, have it's own happy life. So, why as we grow up our needs start to increase and we start to feel that fulfillment of them can only shower happiness when we can see an example of a child with no knowledge of world achieving happiness in its purest form?Does human really need to be so crafty, witty, apt, articulate, shrewd in actions and thinking? Every human should introspect oneself to answer these questions. These are not only to be answered but needed to be understood deeply. A happy and contented person leads life to the fullest, not being pressurized to prove oneself and achieve things to brag in front of others. He is made for himself and loves his nature believing nature to be the shadow of his own creativity and good deeds.

Blooming Nature Around

Feels like everything is beautiful when I am out in Nature. What I mean its unutterable. A sensation arises, inexplicable, in its origin, just could be appreciated. A feeling having been in through mind for years,could not be expressed. Always in dilemma; dilemma between love or affection. More like excavating out some new forms that could mend my ways and perception to world. Basking the glory it showers on us. Is it necessary to think every-time we see the magic and continue thinking stuffs that made it so. Lot many question undisclosed and will remain unanswered. I want to explore it to level of understanding,want to know stuffs making  them that way. I always hope to bloom into the greens and get laid on the shallow marshy fields, facing blue sky and forgetting every aspect concerning me.This would make me feel free being, just me, no one else surrounding, go on and on with endless paths amidst evergreen trees,in their shades, wandering to achieve a lot, vague and wispy all the way to the roots of human kind, share nothing except a fine, delicate, subtle spirit common between 'Nature' and me. Being appreciative is all I have realized so far in my life. Every creation of nature is indeed fantastic and lovely. An extreme desire to submerge in it lies beneath somewhere deep in heart. Thoughts are endless and occur repetitively. Aspirations cant be ignored and should not suppressed. Empathy is essential lesson nature and its constituents teaches us, should try hard to engulf it into us.